Today was one of the best days I’ve had in a while.
I’d have to say that reconnecting with people that you lost touch with is one of the greatest feelings in the world. I guess that is to be expected as my senior year draws to a close, but honestly it gives me hope that there will be people from highschool that i’ll remain friends with, even if we go to different schools. Lately people have been surprising me, both for good & for bad, but either way I’m glad that I get to see their true colors. Now I can come to a conclusion about who my friends really are & who is worth putting in the effort to continue our friendships.
Okay fine, I give up.
Since apparently that’s what you wanted. Yes I liked you. In fact I REALLY liked you. But whatever. That doesn’t even matter anymore. What matters is the fact that I’m trying to be the bigger person here & you aren’t doing anything to help the situation whatsoever. All I wanted to do is clear the air. I wanted to show you that whatever you happen to think I did, it isn’t true. I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you, even now, after you treated me so poorly on Sunday. The way I see it is if anyone has a right to be mad right now, it’s me, & i’m honestly not mad or angry. I’m just offended & hurt. But obviously you want nothing to do with me, so I’ll do my best to stay out of your way. Of course there are going to be times where neither of us will have a choice, & I’m sure you’ll be a jerk to me, but that’s life. I’ll handle it. Have a good life. & may we both find the someone that’s right for us. I now know what NOT to look for. So thanks, i guess. & wish me luck in finding a guy that actually cares about me & wouldn’t just suddenly dissappear like you did. Kay bye.
“shit this 3rd bass thing is heavier than I thought” -shit freshman Raiza said
(Source: unsuspectingsnare)
I just don’t understand.
I wish you would just talk to me so we could figure out this out, Whatever the fuck you’re angry about that’s made you not talk to me. The way I see it, if anyone has a right to be angry or upset it’s ME. I honestly don’t know what happened. One day everything’s fine & we’re happy. Well I say that… I know for a fact that I was happy. Youseemedhappy. But since you won’t talk to me about anything how am I supposed to know? All I know is that one day things are great, the next you’re gone. Even if you don’t want me anymore, all I want is to talk to you. If that is true, just tell me.Please.I’m begging you. All I want is to find out whatever it is you think I’ve done & clear the air. I’m sick & tired of being hurt & confused to the point where this is all I can think about. I don’t think I deserve the way you treated me on Sunday & I don’t want to go through that again. I need closure & I need to understand what you are feeling. Please. :/
